I just woke up
Everything is looking so much brighter
Thankful that I made it thru the night I
I Just woke up
Jumped up out the bed an early riser
Blessed to see the sun on the horizon
Bout to sieze the day like carpe diem
Gotta be the reason I'm still breathing
I just woke up
Yesterday I thought I wouldn't make it
Saddens filled that space that was vacant
Emptiness. From loneliness and my heart couldnt take
Try to put a smile on but I couldn't fake it
Reaching out to my friends no one answered the phone
Somebody help I don't trust myself when I'm all alone
Searching for peace, but that shit was gone
All that's left was looking at my life and wondering what went wrong
But then I dug deep cuz it hit me weeping just endure for the night
If i can make it to the sunlight then I might be alright
Wishing on a star and close my eyes my eyes
Then I might be aight
This verse dedicated to my special one
Since you came into my life been a blessing
But it seem like we both got our demons
You deal with Anxiety attacks and depression
I try to be the one to make the pain go
When you feel stuck and you feel low
Thinking no one cares and you stuck in thoughts
In the prison of your mind shackles won't come off
But I'm right here - and I'll always be
feel my embrace spiritually
I pray for myself I pray for you
On my knees asking God to guide you through
When it seem endless the world seem friendless look around and all you see is darkness
We gon beat
we gon treat this
Like we got victory Lord is my witness
After the words fail me
And nothing anyone can tell me
No advice can help me
Only one thing can cure
About last night I went out
But I can't remember it cuz I blacked out
Waay too high
We rolled
Way too drunk yea we poured up
About last night last I went too hard
Things got crazy and went too far
Words were said I wish I took back
About last night
Yea last night
Lifestyles of the ripped and faded
2 dab hits I don't think I'm gon make it
2 bad chicks so I aint tryna waste it
Pull your self together young fyutch light weighted
Make me feel numb go dumb feel weightless
Floating In a void where the boy is painless
Can't walk straight
Can't feel my face yup
Cant see straight 3d need lasic
Heavy medicated need a phd
Hella elevated wake up lower than the sea
Straight hung over playtimes over
Back from black to sobriety
Eyes wide open i woke up naked
Strapped to the hospital bed wrists bleeding
Musta blacked out doctor said i need treatment
I must have an angel I'm lucky I'm breathing
At the club gone
Leaning on the bar with my elbows
Eyes on my cell phone
Texting the one that got a way
Yea she long gone
Figured ima shoot my shot curry
My mind state blurry my
Confidence on 10
But my sentences making no sense
Ima fool an embarrassment
I don't have a PhD in medicine or anatomy
But i got the fix just what you need
To prescribe the vibe in my pharmacy
Self medicated like wiz khalif
Self evaluated like web MD
Do I need a shrink or therapy
Or do I drown the voices tryna yell at me
Do I face the past the memories
I can't meditate with anxiety
Cant sit still I'm fidgeting
Mind spinning round like fidgets be
Now I'm dizzy spinning round cuz they shots I drink
Nose congested I can hardly breathe
Too many white lines I need a lifeline
This could be the one time that I flat line
God is that you
Am I dead?
I'm not ready, no please
Just 1 more chance
I'll change, I promise
About last night I went out
But I can't remember it cuz I blacked out
Waay too high
We rolled
Way too drunk yea we poured up
About last night last I went too hard
Things got crazy and we went too far
Words were said I wish I took back
About last night
Yea last night
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Our friend from the Bronx FYÜTCH wakes us up with a start, bringing us a hopeful song about starting a brand new day, and a more pensive track reflecting on the past. Both soulful bops are produced by the ever prolific Drainpuppet, her synths elevating FYÜTCH's emotional vocal work.