I just woke up Everything is looking so much brighter Thankful that I made it thru the night I I Just woke up Jumped up out the bed an early riser Blessed to see the sun on the horizon Bout to sieze the day like carpe diem Gotta be the reason I'm still breathing I just woke up Yesterday I thought I wouldn't make it Saddens filled that space that was vacant Emptiness. From loneliness and my heart couldnt take Try to put a smile on but I couldn't fake it Reaching out to my friends no one answered the phone Somebody help I don't trust myself when I'm all alone Searching for peace, but that shit was gone All that's left was looking at my life and wondering what went wrong But then I dug deep cuz it hit me weeping just endure for the night If i can make it to the sunlight then I might be alright Wishing on a star and close my eyes my eyes Then I might be aight This verse dedicated to my special one Since you came into my life been a blessing But it seem like we both got our demons You deal with Anxiety attacks and depression I try to be the one to make the pain go When you feel stuck and you feel low Thinking no one cares and you stuck in thoughts In the prison of your mind shackles won't come off But I'm right here - and I'll always be feel my embrace spiritually I pray for myself I pray for you On my knees asking God to guide you through When it seem endless the world seem friendless look around and all you see is darkness We gon beat we gon treat this Like we got victory Lord is my witness After the words fail me And nothing anyone can tell me No advice can help me Only one thing can cure

About last night I went out But I can't remember it cuz I blacked out Waay too high We rolled Way too drunk yea we poured up About last night last I went too hard Things got crazy and went too far Words were said I wish I took back About last night Yea last night Lifestyles of the ripped and faded 2 dab hits I don't think I'm gon make it 2 bad chicks so I aint tryna waste it Pull your self together young fyutch light weighted Make me feel numb go dumb feel weightless Floating In a void where the boy is painless Can't walk straight Can't feel my face yup Cant see straight 3d need lasic Heavy medicated need a phd Hella elevated wake up lower than the sea Straight hung over playtimes over Back from black to sobriety Eyes wide open i woke up naked Strapped to the hospital bed wrists bleeding Musta blacked out doctor said i need treatment I must have an angel I'm lucky I'm breathing At the club gone Leaning on the bar with my elbows Eyes on my cell phone Texting the one that got a way Yea she long gone Figured ima shoot my shot curry My mind state blurry my Confidence on 10 But my sentences making no sense Ima fool an embarrassment I don't have a PhD in medicine or anatomy But i got the fix just what you need To prescribe the vibe in my pharmacy Self medicated like wiz khalif Self evaluated like web MD Do I need a shrink or therapy Or do I drown the voices tryna yell at me Do I face the past the memories I can't meditate with anxiety Cant sit still I'm fidgeting Mind spinning round like fidgets be Now I'm dizzy spinning round cuz they shots I drink Nose congested I can hardly breathe Too many white lines I need a lifeline This could be the one time that I flat line God is that you Am I dead? I'm not ready, no please Just 1 more chance I'll change, I promise About last night I went out But I can't remember it cuz I blacked out Waay too high We rolled Way too drunk yea we poured up About last night last I went too hard Things got crazy and we went too far Words were said I wish I took back About last night Yea last night